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2nd geylang trip
The whole month of puasa so far, this is the 2nd time ive been to geylang.
The first was with ibu, abg syafiq n adek.
But today missing one, abg syafiq coz he went buke with his frens n gf..
Thought of miting him there but the place was too packed to reconize ppl.
The place was freaking packed ar, especially with mats n minahs n i don even noe whats their point of being there when they didnt even buy anything.
Biken semak aje....
Otw to joo chat saw hairi n few ppl behind him was that f***ing HANIFF.
I don noe what was his point of saying "satelite" out loud.
If he meant saying that to hit me than it didnt work ar idiot!
Bodoh siak. Merepek punye budak.
Umur je 19, da masok ns plak tu tap perangai tk ubah2.
Watever la bdk, ko nk act childish ko punye psl la.
I have no time to entertain ur stupid acts.
Immuture idiot!
After we reached joo chat went round looking for ayah's baju kurong.
At last after 1 n half hrs searching, finally found it.
It cost $79 but its ok. Want to compare what he paid for us all this years??'
Beyond comparison ar. haha
While walking back to the mrt station saw riri!
He was with his cousin. Sombong,tk nk pandang pon. hehh...
Got a cab opposite the mrt station.
Wow by the time i got in the cab, was already dead.
Damn tired sia.
Hp batt also went flat. Caused by all those msging with nizam. Hehh...
Really time to buy now phone ar.
Who is kind enough to buy for me? haha
Keep on dreaming ar nis....
K time for sahur......
The first was with ibu, abg syafiq n adek.
But today missing one, abg syafiq coz he went buke with his frens n gf..
Thought of miting him there but the place was too packed to reconize ppl.
The place was freaking packed ar, especially with mats n minahs n i don even noe whats their point of being there when they didnt even buy anything.
Biken semak aje....
Otw to joo chat saw hairi n few ppl behind him was that f***ing HANIFF.
I don noe what was his point of saying "satelite" out loud.
If he meant saying that to hit me than it didnt work ar idiot!
Bodoh siak. Merepek punye budak.
Umur je 19, da masok ns plak tu tap perangai tk ubah2.
Watever la bdk, ko nk act childish ko punye psl la.
I have no time to entertain ur stupid acts.
Immuture idiot!
After we reached joo chat went round looking for ayah's baju kurong.
At last after 1 n half hrs searching, finally found it.
It cost $79 but its ok. Want to compare what he paid for us all this years??'
Beyond comparison ar. haha
While walking back to the mrt station saw riri!
He was with his cousin. Sombong,tk nk pandang pon. hehh...
Got a cab opposite the mrt station.
Wow by the time i got in the cab, was already dead.
Damn tired sia.
Hp batt also went flat. Caused by all those msging with nizam. Hehh...
Really time to buy now phone ar.
Who is kind enough to buy for me? haha
Keep on dreaming ar nis....
K time for sahur......
At work, my PG babies sang bday song for me.. So sweet..
After work went stright back hm, mum cooked kway teow for me.
Wohoo!! my fav...
Den after buke ibu, abg syafiq n adek went downstairs, left me n ayah at hm.
Ayah as usual bz with his tv so i went to my rm to rest,
in the end fell asleep...
haha
Ibu woke me up when she reached hm.
From what i remembered, she sang bday song for me.
Then, she ask me to blow a candle, after dat......
I don noe what happen.
haha
Ibu told me after blowing the candle i fell back straight to sleep.
heee...
So thats how i celebrated my bday with my fam..
A very sweet one.. hahaha
After work went stright back hm, mum cooked kway teow for me.
Wohoo!! my fav...
Den after buke ibu, abg syafiq n adek went downstairs, left me n ayah at hm.
Ayah as usual bz with his tv so i went to my rm to rest,
in the end fell asleep...
haha
Ibu woke me up when she reached hm.
From what i remembered, she sang bday song for me.
Then, she ask me to blow a candle, after dat......
I don noe what happen.
haha
Ibu told me after blowing the candle i fell back straight to sleep.
heee...
So thats how i celebrated my bday with my fam..
A very sweet one.. hahaha
The beginning
The 1st hr of my bday sucks ar bcoz of dat stupid kaifi.
Binget sak.
Gd enough dat i want to talk on the phone with him, still got the cheeks to carik gadoh.
Wah..
Who is he sia to judge or pass remarks on me. Pls la, ur no better urself.
Wait till other half finds out what u've been up to behind her back. Confirm kene fuck upside down punye.
Whatever it is, i will never give u my number!
To hell with u la.
Im not gonna let u spoil my bday....
Binget sak.
Gd enough dat i want to talk on the phone with him, still got the cheeks to carik gadoh.
Wah..
Who is he sia to judge or pass remarks on me. Pls la, ur no better urself.
Wait till other half finds out what u've been up to behind her back. Confirm kene fuck upside down punye.
Whatever it is, i will never give u my number!
To hell with u la.
Im not gonna let u spoil my bday....
1 week into puasa
1 week + 1 day of puasa..
So far i have already missed 1 day coz of the fever.
Other den dat, everything going great except for work n everybody noes dat...
Anyways, rifqi sleep over my place tonite.
Happy giler sey, miss him so much. We went to the shop n did drawing n stuff.. loads of fun..
This part i don noe to say it funny or embarassing...?
Rifqi followed me down to pass mee to Is,n he was like running around screaming at the top of his voice.. Is was like smiling when i ran after rifqi..
Memalukn btol ar si kenet nie.
Haha.. but the hell his adorable..
Told gf alin bout my trip down the carpark, she was like chey2..bile lag nis?
Pls la lin..we're just FRENS ok.. haha
Salah ke kwn kasi kwn laok?Tk kn..
haha.. blom ade jodoh untk ade bf lag la. haha
Tkpe i don mind waiting the the my mr right! eventhough it can be boring at times being alone.
Gf smue pon ade bf masing2. Kite kalo ganggu je da jad makcik kpo.
Tkpe annis, must have patience...
hmm.. k la, update more when theres story aites...
So far i have already missed 1 day coz of the fever.
Other den dat, everything going great except for work n everybody noes dat...
Anyways, rifqi sleep over my place tonite.
Happy giler sey, miss him so much. We went to the shop n did drawing n stuff.. loads of fun..
This part i don noe to say it funny or embarassing...?
Rifqi followed me down to pass mee to Is,n he was like running around screaming at the top of his voice.. Is was like smiling when i ran after rifqi..
Memalukn btol ar si kenet nie.
Haha.. but the hell his adorable..
Told gf alin bout my trip down the carpark, she was like chey2..bile lag nis?
Pls la lin..we're just FRENS ok.. haha
Salah ke kwn kasi kwn laok?Tk kn..
haha.. blom ade jodoh untk ade bf lag la. haha
Tkpe i don mind waiting the the my mr right! eventhough it can be boring at times being alone.
Gf smue pon ade bf masing2. Kite kalo ganggu je da jad makcik kpo.
Tkpe annis, must have patience...
hmm.. k la, update more when theres story aites...
New look!
At last like lin said,got a make over.
Credits goes to Liyana my cuzie...
Thanx lots dear.
2nd day of puase already.. So far doing great,had biscuits n milo for sahur..
Ok la, boleh tahan.. actually better dari mkn nasi ar..
Kalo mkn nasi pkl 10-11 da lapar, tapi nie boleh tahan 1 hari..
Alhamdulillah..
Also need to diet, nk dekat raya nie...
Must lose some weight,need to look good for raya.. haha
Insyallah by raya ade difference.. hehh...
Yah, last week met this guy.. hes great..
He fetch me frm school, we went to esplanade for awhile
Reach there around 10 and left @ 11, the ride home was fun.. he teases me while riding, main giler.. da lame hidop agak nye.. haha
Reach my void deck,ibu was already waiting outside(as per usual..) hee..
He was like, is ur mum ok? Should i send u up?
And i was like, UH!? Nooo... nvm its ok
He send me to the lift lobby,still insists on sending me up.
But i don want coz 1st thing, is, that was our 1st miting so i don want mum to think something else.. Coz she always have that habit of thinking i already have a bf whenever i met someone.
And the 2nd thing is that, i would nvr bring home a guy unless im serious with him..
We spent the 1st week talking otp till 4am,
lately hes been bz with work so didnt have time to talk long..
Hes nice but i don want to get my hopes too high, coz im not sure if he felt the same way..
Hes all that i could ask for, but the other thing thats been bugging me is that hes way..
n i mean way.......older den me..
Some says, age is just a number, so long ur comfortable with the person den there should be no problem..
I think so too but.. I don noe..
Like i say i don want to get my hopes up too high..
We'll just wait and see what happens...
Till den........
Credits goes to Liyana my cuzie...
Thanx lots dear.
2nd day of puase already.. So far doing great,had biscuits n milo for sahur..
Ok la, boleh tahan.. actually better dari mkn nasi ar..
Kalo mkn nasi pkl 10-11 da lapar, tapi nie boleh tahan 1 hari..
Alhamdulillah..
Also need to diet, nk dekat raya nie...
Must lose some weight,need to look good for raya.. haha
Insyallah by raya ade difference.. hehh...
Yah, last week met this guy.. hes great..
He fetch me frm school, we went to esplanade for awhile
Reach there around 10 and left @ 11, the ride home was fun.. he teases me while riding, main giler.. da lame hidop agak nye.. haha
Reach my void deck,ibu was already waiting outside(as per usual..) hee..
He was like, is ur mum ok? Should i send u up?
And i was like, UH!? Nooo... nvm its ok
He send me to the lift lobby,still insists on sending me up.
But i don want coz 1st thing, is, that was our 1st miting so i don want mum to think something else.. Coz she always have that habit of thinking i already have a bf whenever i met someone.
And the 2nd thing is that, i would nvr bring home a guy unless im serious with him..
We spent the 1st week talking otp till 4am,
lately hes been bz with work so didnt have time to talk long..
Hes nice but i don want to get my hopes too high, coz im not sure if he felt the same way..
Hes all that i could ask for, but the other thing thats been bugging me is that hes way..
n i mean way.......older den me..
Some says, age is just a number, so long ur comfortable with the person den there should be no problem..
I think so too but.. I don noe..
Like i say i don want to get my hopes up too high..
We'll just wait and see what happens...
Till den........
~annis~
This year has been all about bad luck for me..
Ive just my self to blame for that.
Hoping things would change real soon,
praying hard for it..
Guys also had been hell for me..
This time i blame my luck for that.. haha
Don know when would my prince charming would arrive..*wink2!
I would have to keep on dreaming for that though, baha!
Life has been quiet, just want some one to talk to at nite n free time..
Haslin has been great at that.. hhee..
Thanx again lin!
Penat ar mcm gini aje..
Mintak2 la my luck would change anytime soon.....
Hmm......
Ive just my self to blame for that.
Hoping things would change real soon,
praying hard for it..
Guys also had been hell for me..
This time i blame my luck for that.. haha
Don know when would my prince charming would arrive..*wink2!
I would have to keep on dreaming for that though, baha!
Life has been quiet, just want some one to talk to at nite n free time..
Haslin has been great at that.. hhee..
Thanx again lin!
Penat ar mcm gini aje..
Mintak2 la my luck would change anytime soon.....
Hmm......
Should have not pick up the call...
Its been over six months but he called up from the blue..
Last sat Nik called me in the middle of the night,
went blank for a moment before picking up his call...
I wanted to just reject the call but at the same time wanted to know what made him call..
So i picked up..
He said my bro went over to his place looking for him but he was out
Why? Why did bro went there?
I didnt get ans from both party..
1 wont ans n the other kept saying he didnt know..
Haizz.......'
Nik wanted to know whats wrong with me, when i say nothings wrong,
he demanded i tell him what problem i was going tru...
I honestly didnt want to tell him,
coz its just too shameful but at the same time i couldnt keep things from him
Maybe becoz we had our past...
He said why i didnt tell him earlier so that he could help me
But to think back again, why should i?
He didnt want to have anything to do with me anymore since we broke up,
he even said "i don think we can even be frens"
That made me stay away from him, too painful for me to look for him...
After about an hr of letting out my sorrows, he droped the bom..
"Can i share something with u?"
"What is it?"
"Im attached now"
"Ouh..gd for u.. im happy for u.."
When i said i was happy for him, the truth was im not..
It took him 2yrs to get over the previous rship before me
but it only took him less than 6 mths to get over me.. i didnt mean as much to him...
That really crush everything...
Yes i dated other guys after him but i just couldnt commit myself with them..
N yes i asked for the brake-up
but i still was very much IN LOVE with him...
Though i didnt say it but deep down inside i noe i still do.. I just didnt want to admit..
I didnt want that love to turn to hate, dats why i just had to let go..
Hes happy now, so i don regret going our seprate ways..
As for me, i just have to find my way of moving on with life...
But why did he have to call?
I was able to lead my life normally before his call but now i kept thinking of our times together..
We had so much planned for the future but now all seems to go down the drain..
Must i hate him to forget him?
Must i make him feel what i felt to forget him?
Oh god..
Why is it so damn hard?
Damn u la Nik Fazly.. Why did u have to call...
U should have just left me alone, leave me with my own prob to settle..
That Kaifi pon bodoh! Why did he have to call also...
Cant this people just leave me alone to settle my own things...
People just love to see me in pain..
Damn u all la...
But what made my day was, i chat with Ashari aka Wing
Not the part where i chat with him but when he told me he had probs..
Haha.. serve u right!
U created my problem and now u get a taste of ur own medicine..
Huahuahua!
His hutang noe keliling pingang, still got no job, family financial tight..
I pity the family though, kene tanggung anak yg da besar panjang tapi tkde hasil..
Pelan2 kayoh la bang...
Ouh gosh... Calls n chats... too much for the week...
Please just leave me alone people..
Let me lead my life in peace..
Last sat Nik called me in the middle of the night,
went blank for a moment before picking up his call...
I wanted to just reject the call but at the same time wanted to know what made him call..
So i picked up..
He said my bro went over to his place looking for him but he was out
Why? Why did bro went there?
I didnt get ans from both party..
1 wont ans n the other kept saying he didnt know..
Haizz.......'
Nik wanted to know whats wrong with me, when i say nothings wrong,
he demanded i tell him what problem i was going tru...
I honestly didnt want to tell him,
coz its just too shameful but at the same time i couldnt keep things from him
Maybe becoz we had our past...
He said why i didnt tell him earlier so that he could help me
But to think back again, why should i?
He didnt want to have anything to do with me anymore since we broke up,
he even said "i don think we can even be frens"
That made me stay away from him, too painful for me to look for him...
After about an hr of letting out my sorrows, he droped the bom..
"Can i share something with u?"
"What is it?"
"Im attached now"
"Ouh..gd for u.. im happy for u.."
When i said i was happy for him, the truth was im not..
It took him 2yrs to get over the previous rship before me
but it only took him less than 6 mths to get over me.. i didnt mean as much to him...
That really crush everything...
Yes i dated other guys after him but i just couldnt commit myself with them..
N yes i asked for the brake-up
but i still was very much IN LOVE with him...
Though i didnt say it but deep down inside i noe i still do.. I just didnt want to admit..
I didnt want that love to turn to hate, dats why i just had to let go..
Hes happy now, so i don regret going our seprate ways..
As for me, i just have to find my way of moving on with life...
But why did he have to call?
I was able to lead my life normally before his call but now i kept thinking of our times together..
We had so much planned for the future but now all seems to go down the drain..
Must i hate him to forget him?
Must i make him feel what i felt to forget him?
Oh god..
Why is it so damn hard?
Damn u la Nik Fazly.. Why did u have to call...
U should have just left me alone, leave me with my own prob to settle..
That Kaifi pon bodoh! Why did he have to call also...
Cant this people just leave me alone to settle my own things...
People just love to see me in pain..
Damn u all la...
But what made my day was, i chat with Ashari aka Wing
Not the part where i chat with him but when he told me he had probs..
Haha.. serve u right!
U created my problem and now u get a taste of ur own medicine..
Huahuahua!
His hutang noe keliling pingang, still got no job, family financial tight..
I pity the family though, kene tanggung anak yg da besar panjang tapi tkde hasil..
Pelan2 kayoh la bang...
Ouh gosh... Calls n chats... too much for the week...
Please just leave me alone people..
Let me lead my life in peace..
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