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Im tired of things
Everyday is the same old, same old.. just getting tired of them.. start off the day, (before this it was 530am but now) 615am wake up, shower, get ready for work n off to work... 730 reach work, immediately start no time for rest... 730-830 sit with the kids watch and chat with them with all their nonsense..(funny tho sometimes) 830 bring my baby PGs to class for breakfast, sit with chen laushe till tr lilee comes @ 9 n tr amutha @ 930.. den off to principal(mrs anthony) desk to ask where to next... only then she would look around and see if there is enough trs.. damn it! she always does that.. fucking hate it.. if there is enough im off to mont k1 n k2 which clearly can be handled by their form trs themselves.. but noo.... i have to there to help them out.. wth ar.. im an assistant tr but when im there im the same as a maid... "nur.. u do this... nur... u can do that..." arghhhhh!!!! im learning nothing just by sitting n watch u teach! getting tired n lazy with work.. this month ive been to the doc 3 times... omg... but thats the only way coz fat hope shes letting us take leave... it kills her to let us off for our leave... last wk i told her im taking leave on fri coz ive got medical appt at 220pm.. guess wat she said....? "hmm... but wat are u going to do in the morning? u come to work in the morning n u take half day.. u leave @ 1, its at ttsh rite, so near". Yah! but i still have to clear up, get ready, walk to the mrt station, wait for the train... all that would take me till maybe around 1+.. dat is if i rush.. omg.. so inconsiderate of her... i seriously cannot stand it anymore... previously i was damn eager to go to work 530am sharp i would wake up but now i would hit the alarm 2-3 times before getting up... i practically have to drag myself to go to work... i don enjoy my life at work anymore... want to quit but still have lots of things to settle, sch fees, hp bills, senoman n stuff.. personal matters to add on, on top of dat... things just don go down instead it keeps on pilling up... hiaz.....
wat if i work frm hm? i mean, do wat my mum does babysit frm hm... i may not earn as much but i would atleast it could brush off the pressure i get now frm, manager, supervisor, principal n other form trs... i really cannot take it anymore.. im on the verge of breaking down... lucky i still have my mum n best fren to talk to... thanx bu.. n thanx lin for listening to all my naggings almost everynite... ur the best!=) i seriously might consider babysitting frm hm but dats after hari raya n at the end of my course in nov... i cant take all the pressure... pls pray for me.....
wat if i work frm hm? i mean, do wat my mum does babysit frm hm... i may not earn as much but i would atleast it could brush off the pressure i get now frm, manager, supervisor, principal n other form trs... i really cannot take it anymore.. im on the verge of breaking down... lucky i still have my mum n best fren to talk to... thanx bu.. n thanx lin for listening to all my naggings almost everynite... ur the best!=) i seriously might consider babysitting frm hm but dats after hari raya n at the end of my course in nov... i cant take all the pressure... pls pray for me.....
Labels: home-base babysit, quit, work