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Should have not pick up the call...
Its been over six months but he called up from the blue..
Last sat Nik called me in the middle of the night,
went blank for a moment before picking up his call...
I wanted to just reject the call but at the same time wanted to know what made him call..
So i picked up..
He said my bro went over to his place looking for him but he was out
Why? Why did bro went there?
I didnt get ans from both party..
1 wont ans n the other kept saying he didnt know..
Haizz.......'
Nik wanted to know whats wrong with me, when i say nothings wrong,
he demanded i tell him what problem i was going tru...
I honestly didnt want to tell him,
coz its just too shameful but at the same time i couldnt keep things from him
Maybe becoz we had our past...
He said why i didnt tell him earlier so that he could help me
But to think back again, why should i?
He didnt want to have anything to do with me anymore since we broke up,
he even said "i don think we can even be frens"
That made me stay away from him, too painful for me to look for him...
After about an hr of letting out my sorrows, he droped the bom..
"Can i share something with u?"
"What is it?"
"Im attached now"
"Ouh..gd for u.. im happy for u.."
When i said i was happy for him, the truth was im not..
It took him 2yrs to get over the previous rship before me
but it only took him less than 6 mths to get over me.. i didnt mean as much to him...
That really crush everything...
Yes i dated other guys after him but i just couldnt commit myself with them..
N yes i asked for the brake-up
but i still was very much IN LOVE with him...
Though i didnt say it but deep down inside i noe i still do.. I just didnt want to admit..
I didnt want that love to turn to hate, dats why i just had to let go..
Hes happy now, so i don regret going our seprate ways..
As for me, i just have to find my way of moving on with life...
But why did he have to call?
I was able to lead my life normally before his call but now i kept thinking of our times together..
We had so much planned for the future but now all seems to go down the drain..
Must i hate him to forget him?
Must i make him feel what i felt to forget him?
Oh god..
Why is it so damn hard?
Damn u la Nik Fazly.. Why did u have to call...
U should have just left me alone, leave me with my own prob to settle..
That Kaifi pon bodoh! Why did he have to call also...
Cant this people just leave me alone to settle my own things...
People just love to see me in pain..
Damn u all la...
But what made my day was, i chat with Ashari aka Wing
Not the part where i chat with him but when he told me he had probs..
Haha.. serve u right!
U created my problem and now u get a taste of ur own medicine..
Huahuahua!
His hutang noe keliling pingang, still got no job, family financial tight..
I pity the family though, kene tanggung anak yg da besar panjang tapi tkde hasil..
Pelan2 kayoh la bang...
Ouh gosh... Calls n chats... too much for the week...
Please just leave me alone people..
Let me lead my life in peace..
Last sat Nik called me in the middle of the night,
went blank for a moment before picking up his call...
I wanted to just reject the call but at the same time wanted to know what made him call..
So i picked up..
He said my bro went over to his place looking for him but he was out
Why? Why did bro went there?
I didnt get ans from both party..
1 wont ans n the other kept saying he didnt know..
Haizz.......'
Nik wanted to know whats wrong with me, when i say nothings wrong,
he demanded i tell him what problem i was going tru...
I honestly didnt want to tell him,
coz its just too shameful but at the same time i couldnt keep things from him
Maybe becoz we had our past...
He said why i didnt tell him earlier so that he could help me
But to think back again, why should i?
He didnt want to have anything to do with me anymore since we broke up,
he even said "i don think we can even be frens"
That made me stay away from him, too painful for me to look for him...
After about an hr of letting out my sorrows, he droped the bom..
"Can i share something with u?"
"What is it?"
"Im attached now"
"Ouh..gd for u.. im happy for u.."
When i said i was happy for him, the truth was im not..
It took him 2yrs to get over the previous rship before me
but it only took him less than 6 mths to get over me.. i didnt mean as much to him...
That really crush everything...
Yes i dated other guys after him but i just couldnt commit myself with them..
N yes i asked for the brake-up
but i still was very much IN LOVE with him...
Though i didnt say it but deep down inside i noe i still do.. I just didnt want to admit..
I didnt want that love to turn to hate, dats why i just had to let go..
Hes happy now, so i don regret going our seprate ways..
As for me, i just have to find my way of moving on with life...
But why did he have to call?
I was able to lead my life normally before his call but now i kept thinking of our times together..
We had so much planned for the future but now all seems to go down the drain..
Must i hate him to forget him?
Must i make him feel what i felt to forget him?
Oh god..
Why is it so damn hard?
Damn u la Nik Fazly.. Why did u have to call...
U should have just left me alone, leave me with my own prob to settle..
That Kaifi pon bodoh! Why did he have to call also...
Cant this people just leave me alone to settle my own things...
People just love to see me in pain..
Damn u all la...
But what made my day was, i chat with Ashari aka Wing
Not the part where i chat with him but when he told me he had probs..
Haha.. serve u right!
U created my problem and now u get a taste of ur own medicine..
Huahuahua!
His hutang noe keliling pingang, still got no job, family financial tight..
I pity the family though, kene tanggung anak yg da besar panjang tapi tkde hasil..
Pelan2 kayoh la bang...
Ouh gosh... Calls n chats... too much for the week...
Please just leave me alone people..
Let me lead my life in peace..
Labels: Calls chat Nik Fazly Kaifi Saifuddin Ashari